Halloween is approaching. This means many things, but to all wizards, it is a day we should remember for the following reason. On 31st October, Voldemort murdered Lily and James Potter in the attempt to kill a young boy. They lay down their lives to protect their son. Remember their sacrifice so that they shall not be forgotten. On that stormy night 30 years ago, people all over the country were holding up their glasses and saying in hushed voices: 'To Harry Potter - the boy who lived!' We should do the same. Reblog this post to spread the memory. So, celebrate both Halloween and this memorable day!
I always have to be doing homework. I can never ever being doing anything else. I can’t spend 15 minutes watching something nope because then i’m a fucking hypocrite… Sorry that at 9:45 at night i was watching something for fun…. Its like i only two choices cleaning or homework. Fuck that what if i want to catch up on my t.v. shows. Plus i never fucking told you i was going to be doing homework you just assumed so plus majority of the rest of the time i was actually doing homework you just happened to have caught when i wasn’t. So you know what shut up you only looking for the worst in me anyways.
I hate you for always complaining and never being content. You always told me i did nothing all i had was school and i was lazy and that other kids are doing so many things and then when i do things like swim you won’t always let me go to practice and then with soccer you weren’t even happy i made the team. The first thing you said was something along the lines of truthfully i didn’t want you to make the team. Thanks for supporting me in the things i want to do. Also thanks for not letting me to the game tonight. Did you not realize that i’ll hardly get to play in any other game. Coach told us she’d make sure we all got to play and today since it was preseason she wanted to watch us in the games to see how we do. It was my chance to show her that i should play more often. But no now all she’ll have to go off will be practice and i suck at running i’m so slow so yay. Plus practice is totally different than an actual game. Plus i had really been looking forward to spending time with the team again and the team dinner. Why couldn’t you at least talk to me about it or tell me before. Not make the executive desicion while i’m getting ready for school and everytime i try to say something you just yell NO DISCUSSION. You ruined my whole day i was pissed off and upset the whole day. Plus i really wanted to play i was actually really happy and you just ruined everything. If you keep making these decisions all the time without even talking to me than i might as well quit the team because otherwise i’ll end up the bench warmer just like you expected. Plus now all you do is complain that i’m only doing the minimum and i’m letting my grades slide and i get nothing done. YOU DON’T FUCKING KNOW WHAT I DO! I get all my work done and i have all A’s and B’s i’m not doing the minimum if i did i wouldn’t be getting A’s. l hate this… today just sucked too because my Chem IA keeps getting messed up and all i have left is tomorrow 90 minutes to do my trials… I have so much to do and i’m not sure how its going to work out. I can’t leave anything over night again so maybe i can get to school early tomorrow and do a couple trials but i don’t know if that’ll work. I’m just upset now and i have so much to do and everything is happening at the same time. I just wanted to relax again tonight with the team and i don’t even get that. I hate you for not letting me go and i really don’t care that i bad mouthed you to a lot of people. I know it isn’t respectful but at the same time you didn’t discuss it with me. I really angry but at the same time staying angry is the only thing that is keeping me from crying right now because i’m just really upset that you took away my chance to play at the game tonight.
Why and I exhausted all the time. I feel terrible because I keep falling asleep in all my classes and its not because i'm not getting enough sleep i've been sleeping 6-8 hours.... i don't know what is wrong.
I feel like i’m doing something wrong since i’m not applying to any like high high tier colleges like Ivy Leagues and other schools on the same level. But idk if i’m just not confident by believing i won’t get in or if i’m just being realistic. I think i’m being realistic but i still feel like i’m missing out on something.