“You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don’t make money your goal. Instead pursue the things you love doing and then do them so well that people can’t take their eyes off of you.”—Maya Angelou (via kari-shma)
My-Lea, I know the pressure and the stress are terrible right now. They are destroying everyone. But you are more capable then most people I know. You can do it all, I promise. It's going to be hard but in the end you will be successful. Good luck :]
Thank you :) This definitely made my day. You’re my first message and well it was an amazing message. I don’t really know what else to say other than thank you :D
You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.
I’m so stressed out right now over my grades. I got a B on my math test. I needed an A. I still have a shot to get that A but it’s going to take a lot of work. At the moment three of my seven classes i’m getting an A. I’ll end up with all A’s and B’s but i really wanted straight A’s this year. Two of my classes i’m pretty sure no matter what i’m getting a B. Chemistry also drives me nuts. I don’t understand it and thats why i’m doing so terrible. There is no chance whatever that i get an A in her class. Ugh i hate grades… and i hate that they make me feel inadequate. I feel like I should be doing better but i’m not. Its the same every year i tell myself that i’m going to get those A’s and i just repeatedly keep failing. I hate grades and the fact that i care so freaking much. UGH… i need to get working. This week is terrible and i can’t wait till it ends. It also doesn’t help that it seems like all of my friends are doing way better than me.
I’m going to finish all of my work though. Because i’m not going to let this phase me and i’m going to get everything i need to do done! My-Lea Fighting!
I’m so lost right now i feel like i screwed up everything. I don’t want you to leave it scares me so much knowing that you are going to leave eventually. I want to beg you to stay but at the same time i just want you to be happy and if you aren’t happy with me then leave… but i don’t want you to leave knowing that you might be making up your mind to leave is tearing me apart. i love you so much and i don’t want to see you leave… I can’t seem to find the right words either… instead what i say makes things worst… i’m just so sorry for causing you all of this pain… if you want to leave i’ll let you go even if it kills me inside…i’m sorry